my long day..20th of january.. ;)

oh god. today is the 20th of january and this day is just so undescribable. during our usual snack break i dropped by *H's classroom and borrowed his jacket 'cos i was cold as ice and my fingertips were so getting numb. on my way out i saw *munkeyboy with *K righ outside their classroom. *munkeyboy asked who's jacket i was wearing. i didn't hesitate a single second and said it was *H's jacket. *K's anticipating and lively expression suddenly disappeared as i answered *munkeyboy's question. i knew he was jealous but i just let him be. so you see, 20 is the date when i said YES to *K last last last month and i broke up with him last 9th of january. this really tore his heart into puny pieces and made him miserable. today was supposed to be our 3rd monthsary so he had full hopes of having a great day even if we weren't together. anyway, back to the story. after i answered *munkeyyboy's question i skipped happily on my way to the canteen and went looking for my friends. We went back to our classroom as the bell rang. when i was looking for my phone during english class, i opened my bag and found my phone but i also saw something else. it was a paper in a small red thing. i don't know what you really caLL it. well, whatever. curious. i propped it open and saw that it was a ripped out page from a geometry book. when i saw it i knew instantly who's it from. it struck me like lightning. as i unfolded it, there. i saw the whole back page of the ripped page was full of my name and his name and it formed 3 words. 3 words that i knew i would never ever dare tell him again. it said " I LUV U" i was in awe and i didn't move for a single second and stared deeply in the paper in my hand. why in the world would he waste his time doing this? this took like so long to make. i know. i've tried filling the back page of my book with my name and it's hard. i then realized that he was crazy. he shouldn't waste his time doing that. it won't do him good. well, i didn't pay much attention to that. the day went on. the bell rang and it was lunch break. i ate lunch quickly with chiqui and we hurried back to school to attend a meeting. the bell rang and we went to our respective classrooms. everything was quiete normal. it was our english class again with ms. paciona hahaaha. who was the new teacher and was kinda new to the teaching part in being a teacher. anyway, during our afternoon break i went to my very close friend and cousin and talked to him about "something". it was about *H. he took it pretty well and he said there was no problem with him. well, when i was talking to my cousin, in my peripheral view, i saw *scrm right outside the door. he followed me everywhere and watched me froom afar. it was creepy but it's ok. he was harmless. after talking with my cousin i went back to my classroom completely ignoring *scrm like he wasn't even there. it was mean. i know. but whatever i do. he would still love me all the same. crap. alas! classes are over and i was on my way to *H's classroom to return his jacket. *scrm was right outside. i waved at him and as i got closer i stopped to ask if he was ok. his face looked like the whole world was going to crash on him any second at that moment. he touched *H's jacket on my arm and he laughed. but wasn't a laugh really more like a smug look. he left and i proceeded to returning *H's jacket. he smiled upon seeing me. that sweet smile that always reached his eyes. it always made me smile. :) i was happy. :) more than happy. i guess. :) this day may have been a really long one and a very weird one but today was GREAT. :)